On your birthday, I went to the crematorium with Ashleigh, Jordan, Jodie and Colin and laid some roses for you on what would have been your 72nd birthday. How I still miss you, words cannot describe how my heart is aching for you but I know you are not suffering anymore as this was too unbearable to see you like this. I'm trying to concentrate on the good things that we shared and I speak to you every single day. I would give anything to have you back in my life but I know that's impossible. You know that I loved you so very much and adored you. You were my world and now I'm alone again trying somehow to cope without you beside me. No longer able to hug you, stroke your head, cuddle you in bed, dance, laugh and share jokes. So I am sending you hugs, kisses and all my love forever. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx