Still thinking of you my darling every day, all the time. Last week was very bad week when I couldn't stop crying for you. Trying to keep busy so went out in the garden as its been a lovely sunny week but just cried as you were weren't there to enjoy the sunshine with me in our garden. Even feeding the birds was sad for me as that used to be your job and realised you will never be able to do that again or sit in the sunshine having our lunch. The extension and the garden was all done for us to enjoy in our old age but now that has all gone. I'm trying to remember all the happier times and everything we did together but there are days when some of the bad things happen and its difficult. If you are looking down on me remember that I love you so very, very much and always will. You were my world and life without you is heartbreaking. Never have I loved someone so much as I love you and I know you loved me lots too. Hugs & kisses Your wife xxxx